Wednesday, October 5, 2011
It Served It's Purpose
I feel like this in God's hands. I think I am on His studio table, being transformed. When we moved to this area, I felt used up. I had been working in a church trying to make a difference, serving where I could, being part of the Body of Christ in action. I suffered through some criticism that deeply hurt but I continued to work and do what I felt called to do. When we moved from that area to where we are now, all I wanted to do was hide. I needed a rest and needed to refuel. But, the past couple of years I have begun to feel like I am a lid without it's pot. I began to wonder about my purpose. What am I suppose to do. A few months ago, I began to once again feel the stirrings of purpose. I'm not looking for a big awesome purpose but simply to fit where God wants me. Where I find God has "fit" me is...into a family, into a community, into a work environment. These are areas where I can serve people, maybe not serve in a big awesome way where the world takes notice, but in a small way where one person at a time will notice and where a difference will be made.
Stay tuned to see what has happened this piece that has "served it's purpose" in one area but will be transformed for another purpose.